Memoriesall i have now are memories to remember u by... juz took a walk alone.. all i could think of was you and how things were..
i still can't forget where i got to know u from..and the situation i got us into..
everyday would juz sit by the com checking weather u had replied.. then soon i had u on msn..
the conversations we had could never seem to end.. then next i got hold of your contect.. started sms each other.. and soon led to chatting..
i have to admit then i was attracted to u physically.. u were pretty(Very) , love the way u sound over the phone.. but soon that love changed into somthing very special..
i remember the nite we first met face to face.. i was on my way home from Squash training and u had juz ended your drama class.. so i asked if we could meet at Parkway and travel to bedok together.. even thou u were very tired from your day's activities u still came to meet mi.. we hope on the next home bound bus and i started showing u wad i could found.. lol.. i had found the for my Gf in the past..but i still wanted to show u.. yes i was trying to impress u..
as time went past..we grew closer and closer.. but u said u didn't wanna be in a relationship .. and times u chased mi away.. and i was sadden every time u did that.. but time and time again u wanted to meet up and i could never refuse u..
guess by than i already had strong feeling for u.. but then all i did was tell u lies about myself.. the 1 thing u hate most.. i could never forgive myself for doing wad i did.. and 1 day u told mi that people will love mi for who i am not wad lies i tell them about myself.. and u did change mi from that moment on.. i also know u don't like to be shouted at.. or accused for something u didn't do.. or getting smacked..
but soon we were called an item.. day by day i would meet u and spend time with u.. even thou it's juz mi juz sitting there doing nothing waiting for u to finish wadever u had to do.. i didn't mind not 1 bit i always enjoy looking at u when u were so busy with your work.. so poised and controlled even if it's a last mintue work then u and ya friends are scrambling to finish up b4 the dateline.
somtime i would juz skip lessons and squash training to be by your side.. and also cause i miss u so. u started to mean more and more to mi.. i didn't mind the fact that we were always broke even b4 half the month was over.. then food u loved to eat so much..(Crystal jade congee)( 85 bak chor mee/ mince meat porriage)( the food at the top floor of far east)
i always wanted to go to the Beach for a walk with u but u were always too tired or didn't feel well.. wanted to go some place like the zoo but u never could make time.. wanted u to sleep over at my place but u couldn't cause ya dad didn't allow u and u ended up getting shouted at.. because of mi.. and i felt so guilty..
but wad i love most were when we went shopping together nagging at u to not buy thing u don't need but let u but anyway cause i like it, watch movies, supper, bus and train rides, and the times where i slept over at ya place.. cause this were the only times i could have u all to myself... with u hugging my close, smelling each other from time to time.. exchanging kisses and funny comments.. i do miss those time..also when u tell that u have Daja vu.. that wad u juz did with mi u had dreams about when u were young..
soon i'm over at your place everyday.. somtimes to do your laundry.. or change your bed sheet.. pack your room for u which is ever so messy.. to be there juz incase u can't find anything.. to listen to u play your Out of tune piano.. but somtimes juz to keep u company..and to tuck u into bed and when u are about to dose off i would walk home myself no matter how late it was..
i would always get so jealous when u go out with ya guy friends.. cause i couldn't spend time with u..
and the trips to the hairdresser whenever u think my hair is too long.. and i always ask mi if u sould reborn your hair again or put some curls in but always ended up not doing any thing to it but buying more hair products home saying the ones u have are finishing already..
i admit u have change mi.. i never minded it all long, as long as u were it's ok with mi.. and i would always give into u.. cause i never want u to do anything u didn't like.. and u took the effort to know wad i like and the style i prefer.. u simply are 1 in a lifetime
but not that we are apart i think back and i see all the mistakes i made and have been making..
always being so unresonable.. going away whenever u miss mi most.. throwing temper at u for the slightest things.. and always giving u nonsense..
i now know wad a bad partner i was.. the most curel thing i did was turn u down when u want to be by my side again.. u love me for who i am.. now i can say that i'm half the man i tot i was.. u complete mi darling..i truly do love u with all my heart..